A long time ago, I wrote something about final secondary-school examinations... Well, I'm still at school I resit the 12th class. Nearly 5 months until the exams will begin. I feel sick about all this final secondady-school examination thing... I don't want to be out of school. Why? Because after school, I have to search for a study course.. And it's very hard to find one, when you like to be crative. Because nearly everyone is creative in some kind of way... It's just.. Depressing..
Anyway. I wanted to say, that I'll set the photos for my School Research Paper (in German: Facharbeit) in the subject of Arts here in Deviantart. Because I want to show these photos to all my friends... Even if some of these photos are direfull. My teacher told me to have an creative process... SO the bad ones are also important.

So far,

Zedka

[sorry for my bad english... sunday afternoon is baaaaaaaaaaaad....]

Well, that's the word for "Abitur" in English. A new part of my life is beginning. I've got no fixed class, my schedule is very funny [e.g. at thuesday I can sleep very long but on monday I've got to stay in school for 10 lessons!] and I'm very exited - because I choosed English and Art as intensive courses.
Maybe I will copy a few things to show it to you.. If you're interested...
Of course there's a new love in my life [what would your dragon be without a love ;D] I'm so happy to be with him.. maybe that'll change soon.. maybe it'll stay for a long time like this.. Nobody knows...
Well, see you soon
bye,
your Dragon

Well, easter holidays are over.. I think I'm much more tired than before those holidays, but anyway - I try to build up a new begining. New boyfreidn and so on.. you know what I mean - don't you? Maybe is was a hard time for me.. maybe I managed some things wrong.. but it's over. There will never be some boy who can bring me down.. never.
Enough self-sadless.
Summer is coming and I'm sure there will be much deviations with sun, water and fun in it
greez

your dragon

I cried when I heared this song... it's all what happened to me.. all my feelings all my pain contained in this song...

Betray
Adema
(Unstable)

I watched you change, I never knew
That you would be, Like all the rest
You were so true, too good to be true
I trusted you, and fell apart again

I cannot change the fact, that you're not coming back
So depressed, I'm your slave

Betray me
You're not the one, to be trusted with my love
Betray me
You're not the one, who should be trusted with my love

I had to leave, so I could breathe
I hate to fight, that's not what I want
You were so true, too good to be true
I trusted you, and fell apart again

I cannot change the fact, that you're not coming back
So depressed, I'm your slave

Betray me
You're not the one, to be trusted with my love
Betray me
You're not the one, who should be trusted with my love

I know

I cannot change the fact, that you're not coming back
So depressed, I'm your slave

Betray me
You're not the one, to be trusted with my love
Betray me
You're not the one, who should be trusted with my love

I cannot change the fact, that you're not coming back
So depressed, I'm your slave

what is wrong with me?! didn't i say that i will be gone for a long time... oh my god... fuck this blind love... it's always the same thing. The same pain, the same darkness. But it's over. Over forever. There is no more reason for me to cry. I fell like my heart has changed into a kind of.. stone... no one can hurt it anymore - 'cause there is nothing to hurt.
Enough of love.
I'll try to submit more scarps... I worked much at school [maybe not maths, but I painted a lot ] so... if there is enough time... watch my scarps
greez, Dragon